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do you know how many people you are hurting?

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my heart is getting fat on your love.
It's keep me full.
I have forgotten what it feels like,
to be starving.
to be hungry.
when you smile at me,
my heart gets more fat fat fat,
And my smile gets more wide wide wide.
you tell me beautiful things,
and my heart grows about six sizes,
and so does yours when i tell you them back.
my heart feels as if it is going to burst out of my chest.
maybe even swallow me whole,
until I am a big fat walking heart.
at this point
it seems like a lovely idea.
but then
you tell me
my poems are pathetic
and cliche
my heart shrinks abound two sizes.
but when I see your damn green eyes it grows four.
my heart is constantly growing thin thin thin and then fat fat fat
while yours seems to be doing the same.
when my heart grows thin
it brings my whole body pain,
it makes me feel like all of me is shrinking.
my heart has been more than full for so long
and now I am remembering
how much it hurt to have hunger.
to be starving.
to have empty space near my chest.
Although there is more room for my ribcage,
I still cry at night for the spaces not filled by you.
when my heart grows fat again,
I forget about the empty spaces,
I am only focused on
how much of me has become filled again.
become focused on being
a big fat walking heart.
love consumes me.
at those times,
I think that it makes up all of me.
when my heart is fat fat fat.
if I had spent more time alone
hungry
Thin
Starving
I may have known the difference
between loving you
and thinking
I needed you to survive

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from trying 2 be real again, track released January 3, 2016

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